cinta yang tak bertempat.

seletah berbulan-bulan jiwaku bercuti dari mencintai seseorang jejaka idaman,
kini jiwaku disentuh lagi.
oh..aku silap,
ia sebenarnya tersentuh.
walaupun di depan nama kita hanyalah kawan,
tetapi mengapa caramu membuatku terlayu,
tertawan..
senyuman mu,
gurauan mu..
mengapa aku rasa sebegini..
sedangkan aku tahu..
ia tidak seperti yang aku fikirkan..
sememangnya aku tahu bahawa ini bukan lah cinta kita..
aku tidak akan sekali ingin menarik perhatian mu.

sesaat ku membenci kamu,
sesaat lagi aku rasa aku memerlukan mu...


haiz...


to be continued...

hey my very few readers. ah okay i m finally posting an update about myself. well i have a few drafts before this actually. but,i thought it was crap as i wasnt inspired when writing eventhough its about my results and all. but oh well im gonna write it now.

last monday was my olevel results cum chicken pox day.
so ya.before i went to school to collect my results, i realised i have spots on me. and i was pretty sure it was chicken pox. and true enough it was. so i went to e Jane n Lee family clinic to get it checked and get my expensive medication. an hr or 2 after that i went to school. hahahahhahaaha! i went to school to spread some "love". im being mean.yea i know. anyways on that day, i didnt plan to tell any of my frens. but i still have to cuz firstly im being mean. secondly farah always ask me out so ya. anyways, on tat day half and hr b4 results farahD came to my place. and in my head i was like oh okay hmmm...and then she came..as usual sitting infront of my lappy table. and i was keeping all my medication stuff and she said " ain wats tat?" n i went "nothing...." and she went again "ain whats tat spot?" and i went " have u gt chicken pox b4?" and she screamed.." ain sial ah kau!" and blah3 she went on n on n on hahahahhha...n my point is..who would like actually ask their frens abt spots. the spot was like a mosquitoe bite! ahhaha...nobody will ask u aif thats a mosquitoe bite rite.haaha but anyways good la she pointed it out so at least i wouldnt have to lie.ahhaha!
But, thank goodness. All my expensice medication didnt went to waste..all my itchy moments, my can swallow sampai tknk swallow pills lagi moments tak sia2 saje i went thru all it becauseeee, im recovered nw. i recovered in 10days!! yey me!!huhuuu!!!

oh ya my abt my results..im sure all u guys my very few readers noe abt it..and i was happy of it because of the fact that i did well for those i didnt expect it to be..so ya...i gt 3Bs, 2Cs, 1D, 1E..one ugly E which is my humanities.gosh..omg! well anyways...registration time is over..so im just waiting for e schol results..all i can say is that e courses ive choosen are sci n technology based yea..deres a werd engineering behing every course..so ya..hmm no biggy..

anywaysssss...i gonna enjoy myself this saturday..cuz im having a family BBq..anyone wanna come..silakan...we welcome all people.

ok before i start talking no sense..i shall say tata ferst..


tata!

nia'

a new year marks a new chapter.

A new year marks a new chapter. And i've yet to write my start. Usually i would have my new year resolution done up. But now, its still left unwritten. i will be getting my results soon and hopefully i will be fine when i receive it. i really hope the results will bring me to greater heights. No matter what it is. I will persevere and never bring down the name of malay community..sheesh now i sound pathetic..

well anyways..sis n her fam came frm KL this morning..all my siblings came home la..but its not yet a reunion. the worst thing is, i messed up my nieces n nephews name. i feel so old..

and so, ive changed my url.
well i dont really want to update much here.
because i cant bothered updating..haha..for me express myself and for those i giv url to read only..

nia'