I feel pretty outdated actually. Friends are using tumblr, and im still sticking to blogspot. Im not a frequent user afterall. So does it make a difference if i stick to this or not?

Anyways...

its been alot that ive gone through eversince i last blogged. I have a part time job, new friends, going through my 2nd year blah3.

I have something that I would like to say...Not sure how i'll write, but i'll try...


"Over and over again, this phrase i say,
'this guy is cute, this guy is sweet.'

But eventually,
they all turn out to be jerks.

Over the past few months,
I found a friend.
It was unexpected.
I thought all that happen,
was like what others said.

As I thought it over, they're just rumours.
As I thought it over, it might not be what I thought it might be.

But damn!

Why were u so nice.
Why is there this gentleman in you which I don't see in others?

Cliche!
This guy is sweet, this guy is cute.
I don't want this to be a cliche.
I want this for real.

For real?
So what if I try to make it real.
Will it even last?

Long term.
I could move on easily.
But till when do I wanna try to find this long term.

Perhaps this feeling is just like a panadol.
It reliefs pain and headaches temporarily.
This feeling wont help in the long run,
perhaps, just for a moment.


But, when we look back after all that has happened.
We wont remember panadol has relieved us from the pain and headaches,
but will we remember this feeling that has once gave us the feeling of fantasy?

I don't know..."




nia'