okay one stupid and stupid thing i did today was to met a chatter. well usually i want to meet them cuz i cn see they r gd people and ive known them for a very long period...like mr zaha,mr faris and yea mr hairie!!..but some i can only chat with them and i dont wanna meet them. or dun wanna chat or see them at all..anyways i met with this one chatter just now just to find outs hes a mat. with him he brought his lil bro along. i guess e kid is ard 4yrs old. and this guy is my age..looks cute n nice on webcam..and when i met him, hes a mat! hes a damn bloody MAT! n he didnt say he was bringin me to meet his members..i was what the!!! i pity e small boy la..hes so young, yet all he get from surroundings arent good influences. i can see that e lil boy is a very strong boy. one example, he bumped on to a wall while walking..but he just kept cool and i guess holding on to e pain, e brother on e other hand just laughed.. i mean r u inhuman?! yea i cn see he likes playing with his lil brother but hello! getting bumped onto a wall is not a good thing for a kid. eventhough hes already 4..but u shud feel that they r fragile..wat if e bang spoilts his brain? or hes gone haywire?! omg..anyways..he told me to wait for him, as he wanted to bring his lil brother to the barber. i wanted to follow, but i reallised that place was surrounded by MATS! so, i went to one corner, sat down and think and i ran away. created some excuse abt home and then i got my way out of yishun!! gosh! seriously, that area of yishun is like clustered with mats and minahs.
all in all..i will treat this as a life experience and to take note of the thoughts i usually have in mind if i wanna meet someone or get to know someone. but i really hope that, that lil boy, wont grow up like his brother. if i had the chance to take him as my lil brother, i would. i would take care of him and nurture him and prepare him for a better future with good influences. hmm, i felt bad not saying goodbye to tat lil boy before i go. cuz he was so nice to me! haha a 4yr old boy, being nice n not shy to me. its either hes gatal or im just nice gal haha..okay..i'll pray u have a better good influenced life okay lil boy..=)
nia'
