ooo wee guess wat*(sarcastic tone)
e worshop is open frm 10 onwards.
ok ie wasted my trip shud hav gone in..
but i couldnt start my work bcuz i have not let cher see my work.
grrrrrrr.!!!!
baliidatun!
baliidatun!!

again another empty trip ive made.
im very disappointed..frustrated
dang!
everythings not goin in my way.....
i cant sit at home cuz i'll rot
i cant study at home cause i cant stdy in this environment and i cant stdy in e day at home..
im fussy
i noe.
i wanna go out.
wait
i wanna go out of singapore
just relax.
well at least for Awhile.
well ok yea im suppose to revise my work..
but gosh im so dead lifeless.
ive gt no mood.
im always thinking abt dnt.
n nothings werking out rite.
well nothing is right.
pathetically nothing.
i have less idea wat the journal is all about..
im like wondering when can i ever start my product..
im so doomed.
gosh
ive been doing math math math.
all kinds of math
well little did i learn.
actualli..ive found great tips frm my fren tat could be of a good use.
ok i did learnt sumting.
am i not realising someting yet?
huh?
am i not?
am i not realising tat someting major is coming near?
ah dang!
i gotta go..



nia'

i think we should always get our minds working.
which means we should always think.
even for the slightest issue that we're facing or see.
we should always understand what the other party is talking about.
perhaps not in just one example but from different parts of the converstion or messages received.
this is cue seeking.
with this skill, we're always problem solving.
well i admit i am pretty lazy in thinking,but cmon..
we're all getting old day by day..
we must start thinking.
you cant just blow up for the slightest misunderstanding you made.
sometimes its irritating.
well this type of things never stops me from saying a string of vulgarities.
which is a bad thing.
oh well.
sometimes people just need to think before acting.

nia'

what's in my mine.

im thinking..
e pictures i take of people and things to me i tink its nice.
but why..why cant anybody take a nice pic of me?
does it hav anytin to do with skills
or
is it jus me..
my looks...
my handphone is i can say full of my frens pictures.
well im not surprised..
neither am i mad..
im jus wondering..
is it jus so hard for someone to take a nice pic of me?
well so far..
onli one person could take gd pics for me.
guess who..
hes my ex..
hes also an art student.
so does this show u need skills.?
well its up to u to figure it out.
in my opinion,
taking good pictures needs originality,skills..
sometimes candid pictures r e best.
i wont say my skills r good.
but its jus hw i feel..
well tats wat blogging is all abt rite..
feelings..
haha ya ya n other stuffs too..
ok la i gtg tata


nia'

i feel so reluctant.
im never like this when theyre goin back.
why?
do i feel greater bonding with them?
or i just dont wanna be lonely without them.
many things and events hav gone by.
and soon i'll be sitting for my olvls.
im feeling much better than yesterday after eating e medicine my sis gave me.
but im still so reluctant to go for my tution lata.in 15mins time.
this is torturing.
ive neva felt so much pain when im sick.
perhaps there wasnt any attention
or
there were too much until im so emotionally affected.
unlike one of my ex..
my guys kips on smsin me askin hw im feeling
im touched but it sumtimes gets on me nervesss
i shud be grateful..
like i said one unlike one of my ex
who doesnt even care
oh hes my recent one.
thank god my sis is gd with medicines.
without her i tink i will be wasting money goin to the doc.
which gives me e same old meds n which takes a longer time to recover n along e way some sufferings here n dere.

i miss them so so much eventhough its jus a few mins ago tat they left.


nia'