i feel so reluctant.
im never like this when theyre goin back.
why?
do i feel greater bonding with them?
or i just dont wanna be lonely without them.
many things and events hav gone by.
and soon i'll be sitting for my olvls.
im feeling much better than yesterday after eating e medicine my sis gave me.
but im still so reluctant to go for my tution lata.in 15mins time.
this is torturing.
ive neva felt so much pain when im sick.
perhaps there wasnt any attention
or
there were too much until im so emotionally affected.
unlike one of my ex..
my guys kips on smsin me askin hw im feeling
im touched but it sumtimes gets on me nervesss
i shud be grateful..
like i said one unlike one of my ex
who doesnt even care
oh hes my recent one.
thank god my sis is gd with medicines.
without her i tink i will be wasting money goin to the doc.
which gives me e same old meds n which takes a longer time to recover n along e way some sufferings here n dere.

i miss them so so much eventhough its jus a few mins ago tat they left.


nia'