my day?

each day,
evry secs of my life,
now seems so useless.
anwering one question or two just leads me to another useless moment in a day.
shud hav asked abt the correct subject just now.
n now im led into such big confusion that is bound to only be solved by whom it was taught.
i kept thinking how close the big thing is.
the things thats gona determine my future.
yet,
im still here wasting my time,
sorting out my feelings.
writing down the useless moments ive had.
whats wrong with me.
i rather do something useless than someting useful.
but why?
is it because im lacking of attention?
hmm..
aniwaes..i made an empty trip there just now.
n hell yea i felt even more useless.
aniways,
mum said i was like a cicak.."klepek! klepek!"
a sticking cicak.
well..mepek2 pun mak jgk.
kalau aku tk ketawe pade pekare2 kecil2 ni..macam maner lagi rumah ni nk ceria.
well, my teacher finally noes abt my family...now he knows im the youngest..n the eldest in e family is damn eldest.
he asked abt their occupation..and ok he seem pleased.but i he sounded rather serious abt what i wanna be..

man!

WHAT DO I WANNA BE???

ah crap this i stupid!
baliidatun! baliidatun!!!!!


nia'